The best way to save yourself from the endless abyss of hurt would be...
To pretend you hear nothing, saw nothing, felt nothing.
I'm standing on shore, watching you as you float away towards the distant sea.
You were the master of my emotions. Everything I felt were kept within your binded heart. The sorrow of yours can shatter my soul, and pull a plug to emotional torments. Stop tearing me apart, I wish you had known that fact. I don't blame you for not knowing.
Silence
In that drunken stupor, I wish I was dead.
Never had to remember, never had to feel what was real.... Because everything was just a lie...
Reality is harsh.
I love you...